My time is coming to an end soon. And it dawns on me slightly, but we all must go soon and alone.
New things can always happen though. I've tried my best and society is no good. I just feel like I'm failing everyone by leaving, but it is the world failing me with its being awful.
Even these last two weeks of being in society I don't want to do. It's the nicest thing in the world to be far from civilisation, sadly. I didn't really want to max out my credit card before I left, but it's just how it is. I'm force by compassions to feel bad, even though I have no obligation to the banks, the bank has treated me horribly, along with interest being a sin, I have never recieved interest or been in any debt.
They will look for my coming from the white tower, but I will not return.