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>>4253
>>4258
Lol. This is almost a mirror of my state of mind ~3 years ago. The internet and imageboards truly fried my brain. I started lurking at the age of 17 and discovered 4cuck r9k and "blackpills". it all went downhill from there.
With the scamdemic I got completely overwhelmed by this feeling that I couldn't trust anyone and, while to a degree was objectively true, with my completely warped state of mind it almost developed into a full blown psychosis.
Gladly It's gotten better since then.
I practiced positive thinking and I give every normalnigger the benefit of the doubt and made some aquantances that you could almost call "friends". Something I didn't have since graduating high school 6 years ago.
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>>4740
I've been a quasi-shutin for over a decade, older than you and starting younger than you though not with imageboards as my sole socialization on the internet, only leaving the house for school and the occasional job. I've ignored my feelings of pessimism and loneliness because of optimism and attempt at strength even if faux in a period when I should've explored those feelings, where my life would've maybe improved if I accepted how fragile and simple I am. I hope you do well and don't lose yourself in the process, not in a sense of becoming a normalfag but truly who you are and what you could be.
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>>4741
>where my life would've maybe improved if I accepted how fragile and simple I am. 
Accepting ones own ineptitude is the first step to betterment. How long did I wallow in my false sense of superiority without making any progress? I wasted so many oppertunities, so much time! But wallowing in past regrets is no good either.
Honestly, in the end, no matter how depraved my adolescence has been, I think it was worth the ride.
I made a very good internet friend in the process and am already making plans of traveling to moscow by car next year. For the first time in many years I have things to look forward to again.
>I hope you do well and don't lose yourself in the process, not in a sense of becoming a normalfag but truly who you are and what you could be.
Took me long enough to figure that out. All this time I didn't even know who I was. I was just an almagation of post post post ironic internet tropes.

I hope you find your purpose too, anon.
Pessimism is never the answer, blind optimism neither. I think one has to find a healthy balance between the two. Maybe just call it realism.
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>>4742
I don't regret anything about my childhood despite how mediocre it was, it was a journey to understanding the truth and believing the voices in my head and feelings in my gut to where I got as a teen. But I've gotten some nigh irreversible health issues because of what I went through as a teen, so if it gets to that point then something is clearly wrong and you're just accepting the facts and lessons of life at that point. Is that even an uncommon feeling?

I still feel like a child, for me no amount of driving and maintaining internet friendships will fix that for me. I don't know what feeling good and finding meaning is. This is the loneliest and most hopeless I've ever been. I want to warn younger people about how little my struggles in coming of age mattered, and how they can cripple you, and what I thought I really wanted.

Sorry if this is too sappy or heavy-handed.
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A new one is needed.
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>>5177
>still replying
Gottem.

Don't shoot up a school on your way to tossing a tism tantrum!
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Sound familiar?
5184 is just some bitter retard who enjoys spreading misery
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It's not because you're ugly on the OUTSIDE...

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Share some tunes and recommendations. Going to dump whatever I can scrape from the archives ITT.
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Not a fitting song for him but I chose this overlay (years ago) in tribute to the anon from the shitty life conditions thread.
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The best music can be found in a rainy forest. Keep your phone at home.

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Be it woman-hate, womyn moments, women appreciation, incel rants, or even replacement discussion, in this thread we discuss the fairer and somewhat more retarded sex.
>inb4 2D pic related
Thought I'd start on a positive note.
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>>5165
Surely you meant to link >>5126

Are you implying someone needs a redirect rather than copy /watch onwards and then paste it into the end of a normal invidious url to see a vid? I should not have to do it is all. If you're going to hotlink jewtube then oldfags will bitch about it. We always did. It's enabling. My fixing other people's mistakes is enabling because the next generation won't know it's bad to click. Complaining about things is a good thing. It's educational.
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>>5170
>imblyign
Stopped reading there. Talk like an adult, not a KnowYourMeme copy-paster.
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>>5174
It's just a typo. An android tablet's firefox has no spellcheck to underline my brain farts when I type too quickly. b's and p's and d's and b's often glitch in the human brain you realize. Everything is a spectrum so this makes me have micro-dyslexia but also other issues can happen. You are IMPLYING/insinuating that someone having typos basically makes them a hyper-newfag? Whether I'm brained damaged or not you're still being retarded here. 
>reread my post to see what it was even about
>it was not even a typo
KYS; people fumble the word insinuation and or insinuating far too often to not want to type out implication/implying. When a legal faggot or cop says 'implicated in a crime' do you chimp out at that too or is it just hard enough to type that it appeases your industrial grade autism?
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>brained damage
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>>5178

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Go to niggercattle forum (especially the... special places, like bluesky and the fediverse), find something funny or whatever, screencap and post here.

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Talk about your loneliness and tell stories about your loneliness
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>>5129 (OP) 
In 2009 when I graduated HS I moved out on my own. I had no Internet access, the TV had transitioned to digital and did not work. No one cheered as a walked. I remember crying the first day on the floor, alone, and did not talk to anyone at all for many days. As this was the only time I ever lived on my own it was the happiest year of my life and I miss it to this day. it was fucking peaceful and I got over that 'lonely' shit after a few months.

The saddest years were when I was around many people. At one point growing up I had lived in a room with a triple bunkbed next to two normal bunk beds and a single, all in the same room, one shower, one tv, one computer that the parental guardians would check the history of. The computer had your back facing the wall and was outside of the bedrooms to avoid privacy, in between the living room and dining room. There were four other rooms with children in them on top of the 9. We usually topped out at 15 people. All we did for fun was go to walmart once a week and window shop. We were not allowed to ask for electronics for xmas nor bday. I used to wish for friends and a gf and a normal life back then but not when in college. It was the loneliest time when I had those 7 roommates. I currently live with my long lost parents, moved back in in 2012 after dropping out of college, and wish I lived by myself for the past 14
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I forgot I'm a robot, you had to remind me just so that you're not the only one.
Bastard.
2/2

if you ever get to sit there alone in an apt or similar you will become happy if you have media. It is far better than just being around people. You'll realize that nothing is wrong and you were in the trenches your whole life being around normalfaggots. That is why the 2009 was the happiest time of my life.
Life is like a world of darkness with only the occasional point of light, most of which are too far out of reach and that I can were either mirages or disappeared from my grasp shortly after momentary jealous clinging. Nothing ever worth trudging through the dark horror desperately attempting to escape myself and being always sad all the time.
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Imagine being lonely when you can talk to yourself inside your head all day long! Embrace maladaptive daydreaming, meditate your tulpa (hallucinated splinter of your subconscious) into pseudoreality, lrn2/gnosticism and kabbalism like our trillionaire technocrat oligarchs do, get a boring but well-paying career that doesn't distract you from what's really important because of minimal social bullshit (like plumber or road construction, mindless and physical) so you can hand control of your mind to mushrooms or whatever as you weren't doing anything worthwhile with it anyway so sit in the psychonaut passenger seat and surf the kali yuga neveralone as an army of none.

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Broadly, when talking about freedom there are two categories:
1. the freedom granted to yourself; and
2. the freedom granted to others.
To give everyone equal freedom, it is necessary to sacrifice some. As an extreme example: you don't have the freedom to own slaves, as it deprives the freedom of another being.

It is evident to me too many only acknowledge the first category of freedom. When they talk about freedom it is often superficial, only motivated by their own desire to do as they please.
The cause of this is widespread narcissism. All the fervor about humanitarian causes is ultimately to satisfy their own ego and boost their relative social status.
It is why they will always justify whatever means they use to uplift themselves, regardless of what virtues they proclaim. It is why their loyalty is so fickle, dropping it as soon as it becomes inconvenient.

If we are to fix this we must cure the narcissism disease. The question is: how? We must address the source, not the symptoms, as otherwise humanity will collectively destroy itself with increasingly advanced technology.
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>>5110
Not an argument.
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>>5113
I'm sure you came up with that Captain Obvious comeback all on your own.
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>>5114
I was going to give you a proper response. But I didn't.
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>>5115
All who are living are slaves, one way or another. Cope, or check out.

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I feel like I've completely lost my ability to engage with media, good or bad, that isn't pornographic. I'm in a painful vicious cycle that I do not know how to break.
I masturbate and fuck up my sleep schedule so the next day I feel terrible and out-of-it so I masturbate because it's the only way to feel anything and the cycle continues. I've been doing this for years and breaks in it, which are massively appreciated, seem to come rarely and by factors totally out of my control - breaking free isn't something I do as much as it is something that happens to me.
It started when I was nine, I wasn't groomed but it was just a natural consequence of totally unfettered Internet access. I never developed hobbies or healthy habits outside of pornography. I have nothing to go back to - pornography IS what I retreat to.
Every person who's consistently in my life is a fucking lunatic I don't want to spend time around. I have no role models.
I have almost no aspirations or grasp of the world around me, and I don't know how to get information because I'm fucking retarded and never learned to cope with being retarded because all the people who were supposed to help with that were also retarded.
I've found media I know I would enjoy if I was in my right mind, that I can tell I like parts of on conceptual and executional levels, but I've fried my brain with overstimulation and sleep deprivation so severely that I find it almost impossible to emotionally attach to anything - at this poi
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This is probably a terrible suggestion, but what if someone like OP leaned into his problem instead of fighting it head on?
What I mean by that and what I'm considering here is the stereotype of some maniac mangaka who embraces his perversions and compulsions such that he spends nearly all his waking hours trying to illustrate his ideal women or fetish and despite wallowing in degeneracy finds a way to create something of value from a compulsion that he has long since given up on resisting and resigned himself to. A sort of Make porn, don't watch it type of argument.
Terrible advice for anyone striving to live a normal life, but as someone who long ago gave up on any notion of normalcy and embraced being a hermit who spends most his waking hours fucking about in the arts to the extent of not sleeping and skipping meals when obsessing over completing a project, that's about all I've got
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>>5145
>leaned into his problem instead of fighting it head on?
Actually worse.
The problem with porn is that it numbs parts of a normal social response everyone have.
The more you consume the more intense porn you need to hit,. When you are addicted you start watching way fucked up stuff like it's normal.
Even if you gave up everything it destroys brain activity.

You use drawing as an example but all perv artists were artists before they started drawing porn. And they are not brain rotted porn addicts, just pervs. If someone who knows nothing start doing this you get stuff like Sonichu.
If you are already in the hole there is no constructive way to use it, you just need to get out of it.
>>5144
>I'm not sure how to even find something to do off the computer.
gardening, drugs? get a growtent, grow your own weed. get into shrooms. grow your own shrooms...
tl;dr fuck your glowing rectangle induced pseudo ADHD on steroids, read it or scroll on.

In engineering, as it should be elsewhere, the first step in solving a problem is in phrasing the question correctly. "How do I stop watching pornography?" is asking the wrong question. It is not the problem, it is a symptom, one of many you had no idea were all going together which will only seem obvious after going through the hard introspective work to connect all those distant dots. And declaring it "sin" or otherwise "bad" and therefore "I shouldn't do it" is a classic guilt trap to keep you locked in a vicious circle of anxiety and despair from "failing" again and again -- and you will until you figure out the mindtrap of your own making and how to extricate yourself from it.

What you are doing by asking "How do I stop watching pornography?" and trying to answer that with pseudoscience quackery like No Nut November, semen retention, and other "muh masculine energy chakra vibes" quasi-religious woo, is all the equivalent of having a persistent cough from undiagnosed throat cancer, but all you've ever done is kept consuming more and more Mucinex, Robitussin, and menthol drops which themselves cause all sorts of their own problems via side-effects and overdosing.

How's that working out for you?

So make the choice to dig deeper, the roots are underground; you are watching porn for more than one reason and they're each far more multifaceted than "I got addicted" which is in m
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However, sometimes the fire need be put out before you can go hunting for the faulty wiring that keeps sparking and setting shit ablaze. And like any other harmful habit ("addiction" is too loaded with unhelpful connotations and implications), the first step is education:

https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/miscellaneous-resources/start-here-evolution-has-not-prepared-your-brain-for-todays-porn/

https://www.mentalhealth.com/library/the-brains-of-porn-addicts

https://drtrishleigh.com/how-porn-impacts-the-brain/

Best of luck keeping the fires to a minimum so you have a chance to dig around for the source of your suffering. No need to try and stop it entirely right away, It'll go away on its own especially if you build back better habits.

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Was at a football game, and some norminigger females joined a conversation about Red 40. I was basically explaining to my friend how it fucks me up when I consume the stuff, and they started acting all weird. Then I said it makes me say stuff I regret, then they were like "you're weird". I literally turned around, left, and didn't come back.

I will NEVER let stupid fucking FOIDS talk to me like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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>>4250
interesting
Just rape them
In the most "tough love" way I can in text: STOP EXPLAINING YOURSELF, you should respect yourself better than to be respectful to the disrespectful who demand an explanation for why you are the way you are. Who do they think they are, what makes them so superior that you should bow down and explain yourself to them? You are under no obligation to tell anyone any thing about what you're doing, saying, thinking, or feeling. You owe no one a single justification for your existence, you need not give anyone a warning nor advance notice of what you're planning. Again: have a little self-respect and quit begging for approval.
Replying to a 3 year old post as if anyone will read this.

70% of Autists have hypermobility spectrum disorder, which comes with some quality IBS/gut permeability issues. What they harmlessly shit out could be fucking you up royal, going direct from your digestive tract into your blood stream. Add in a 70% chance of someone with HSD having issues with mast cells flooding your bloodstream with nasty shit if you so much as look at the wrong food and yes you can be seriously fucked up from random shit that is nothing to other people and it can change on the fucking day.

Reminds me of some douche at work trying to gaslight when I said I could smell mold. Someone thankfully backed me up, but fucking normalfaggots carry on about empathy but they can't even imagine that someone could have superior hearing and smell to them and their knee jerk explanation to anyone noticing anything that they do not is to call them insane.

Also there's no need to self censor here, normalfaggots or cunts is fine.

>>4250
>I'm hijacking this thread topic about why do guys who are social outcasts/losers/really ugly or short/really nerdy/autists/gays  types not just actually incels(the actual definition of virgin men that can't get laid)  who haven't got pussy in some time or generally don't get pussy defend women and don't hate them, some of them said that they even respect them, even when cunts hate them
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>>5125
>source: just trust an anonymous shitpost, bro

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Still want to kill myself in 2024. Not a surprise, but it's not as bad as when I was a teenager.

Are you guys still robots? Socialization is indeed cancer and I've let it infect me recently after having a bad experience with terminally online people forcing me in their random bullshit. Not being a normalnigger is probably one of the hardest things in the world. People will always try to infect you with their beliefs and ideologies through social stakes, keep that in mind.

Anyways, what's up with you guys? It's been a very long time since I last used this board.
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>>4572
>I don't have violent tendencies.
Well you better start training, because no one respects a wimp, and history never remembers the order-follower. It's time to quit worrying and learn to love the battle axe. History teaches us that if we don't, someone else will. https://jack-donovan.com/sowilo/2010/09/11/violence-is-golden Furthermore, violence is the supreme authority from which all other authority is derived. Full verbatim quote, not a paraphrase, for context:

Jean Rasczak: Let's sum up. This year, we explored the failure of democracy. How the social scientists brought our world to the brink of chaos. We talked about the veterans, how they took control and imposed the stability that has lasted for generations since. You know these facts. But have I taught you anything of value this year? Hm? [to a student] You. Why are only citizens allowed to vote?
Student: It's a reward. What the Federation gives you for doing federal service.
Rasczak: No. No. Something given has no value. But when you vote, you are exercising political authority. You're using force. And force, my friends, is violence. The supreme authority from which all other authority is derived.
Dizzy Flores: Uh, my mother always said violence never solves anything.
Jean Rasc
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>>4569 (OP) 
>still want to kill myself in CURRENT_YEAR
Still lurking, OP?
>>4572
>I mostly just want to be left alone.
That is why you will never be left alone. No one is an island unto themself, we are meant to be a part of something greater than ourselves. We are lions and wolves, not tigers and wolverines. That is why introverts and other loners make most people deeply uncomfortable, because humans in solitude is deeply unnatural and no individual beats a collective.
>>4569 (OP) 
Did you ever kill yourself, OP?
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>>4917
Why?

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