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I'm not posting on the other board because of stalkers, though I have stalkers everywhere.

I prefer to be among females however forreasons I explained there. Now I must use my phone to post so I cannot post as much as I would. I was robbed by kids with a knife and in the end I did not get my laptop charger back.

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The young men who attacked me, I haven't mentioned yet how they ran from me afterwards as I got on my phone, the wicked flee when none persueth. And the time was short for them.

But it's just another reason I myself cannot stand society. Why am I here? Tohave my bike stolen? My rent cheque stolen? my entire backpack stolen at knife point? And then no one helps and everyone is awful and greedy. I refuse to contrribute to your system any longer.

Though that person who won't leave me alone is obviously mentally ill.

The kids kept calling me a pedophile. They act lile they do onlime in real life. Kids will call you "pedophile" "tranny" "schizo" "[ethnicity I don't like]" "fat" but that doesn't work in real life. You can just say "here's a list of things you are" to people online, but they wanted to do it off as well.It's a disconnect, people have no grasp on actual reality and don't care for it.

I hope my new computer can come soon. I will not type more with my phone, how awful it is.
As for helping. Yeah let me "help". How? I can never have money or, all I can have is integrity of heart. Which doesn't require society. I rather help people in a setting they can be helped, for here is a lost cause. And I know no one cares, they hate humanity with a passion. I just don't, so. I will never surrender or worship society.

The hopeful news is, the Lord knows I can do nothing, these things have happened and I've done to my ability. And if he wishes me to go out and make peace with the bank, good. But I can do nothing else, for options there are none. But that's about all. Money means nothing to me of course. I cam to Edmonton with no money. And I'll leave with nothing of value as soceity has nothing of value

The compulsion to terminate one's own life is rooted in an altruistic notion. By ridding yourself from society, you are tacitly affirming the system that has ground you down to nothing. Suicide is a sin because you are rejecting the life God gave you, but in a secular sense, you are also allowing an evil system to grow stronger by removing your opposition, and demoralizing the silent ones who stand with you. 

>>322119
>I refuse to contrribute to your system any longer.
You are about to contribute to the systems greatest victory over good. If you don't care then so be it, but if you believe that this will do anything besides put your enemies in a worse position and your allies in a weaker one you are delusional.

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>>322123
I'm not committing suicide. I'm going back to the mountains. It's suicide for my soul to stay here. But I rather lose my life to save it.
For me that means to leave. As is hard to accept since its apperently so un-new covenant and seclusion and isolation and monkhood is a later addition in the 4th century, is what they say. Ignoring John the Baptist, Jesus left society, Paul. Jesus was pressed in the Spirit to go. The amount of time is not for ,e to decide but to go. And God can do anything, any new thing can happen if I am to go somewhere else.

Now Brian is the best singer in the whole church. Canada's my washing pot, my shoe, I'll over America throw.

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I do feel I am going to die soon though. At the very least I feel this is the end of my time. Just two more weeks. Too long.
Last year I went, with no money to afford a bus back, but God sent me back still. I will choose what is best for my soul and if its wrong God knows why I am doing it and helps me though I don't deserve it.

Because I do not plan to return I've been free with my credit card. I could buy a new laptop charger right now if I want. But I feel maybe it was wrong to stop caring about that so I won't spend anymore, even though I stillhave to buy food and things. I tried hard, this nation is impossible to survive unless you are lucky and social.

>>322121
Gee, it's almost like you stick out or something.

That's another thing I lost in the mugging, I never got the bread I bought back, so I can't make hot dogs.

I can't express how braindead insane it is, that they attacked me, despite accepting all I had was frozen food. And now the one kid with the knife might be in jail for 2 years. What are people thinking!? Well this is what happens when people think they're great great grandparents were sea sponges.

I've been watching Fubuki play REPO. I hope they play Gambling With Your Friends soon. I would love eto watch nglish vtubers, So rarely do they play things that are funny and exciting. They just suck overall, pretty shocking that you can suck at vtubering.

Once my new computer comes, I've decided not to soil it with social internet. I won't be accessing internet anymore anyway.

Tldr

>>322127
He doesn't stick out enough for me to know who he is and yet is assuming I do know. 
>glowniggers want me dead anon
Oh, that spammer. I hid his threads so long ago I nearly forgot. 

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>>322152
He's an autistic christfag who periodically spams stream of consciousness blogs here before saying he will never return (but inevitably does).

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>>322119
she wiggle

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Here was my dream. I was in Greece, even though it was more like Anatolia, since I was looking at the hill top fire warning systems they had for when Muslims invaded.
The landscaped looked so nice as I travelled, there was a Ginormous Canadian flag always in the distance.
I was struggling with how to spend my time in prayer and Bible reading, I just wanted to leave the world.
Then I came to this hotel-like classrom-like area. A korean female was there and a lot of instruments. I played violin for her. There were two other females, one wad her fat sister who was jealous and began to bully her, she bent her over a chair and exposed her bare butt. I was the only man, so I didn't mind too much that her butt was being exposed, but I wasn't sure if I should help her, since she didn't belong to me.
But then while the older fat sister bullied her younger one, the younger sister I had been talking to finally saif "someone help" so I defended her from her sister and decided to take her as my wife.

That was my dream. Very much related to my coming decision to travel to focus on God, and how I struggle to focus on God in the wilderness and homeless, but I'm still better off.
I don't think I'll ever have a wife. I don't think this is a prophetic dream.

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Satan is a freedom fighter and hero in the bible yet morally terrible people condemned his actions even though the only thing he did wrong was be free and give freedom to others

Hitler&co are not christian, they are volkish occultist.

>>322208
But not necessarily anti-Abrahamic, considering that he supposedly gave Arabic Legion soldiers small Qurans as gifts.

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>>322188
This is an Odd O9A take..or Masonic, except the ((( Masons ))) exemplify him as the true God.
...And I don't KNOW this from fucking jew-Tub videos.
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Kek! Have a Hitler painting...
>pic4
There was quite a bit of volkish religums though
>pic5

>>322213
>those faces
Should have kept to landscape art.

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>>322234
No worse than many of the "Classics"
Especially religious Iconography.

3D sculpture link, lol.
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