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How long have you been depressed for?
>>321689 (OP) 
Why do you use an image of a turncoat sex pest who built a viewerbase on 4chan, getting the very concept of stream shilling banned in the process, for 4 years only to dump it and turn to the up-and-coming Tumblr audience once he started streaming on Twitch, while also prowling through comment sections and stream chats for autistic Tumblr pussy to fuck?
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2 weeks. I'm alone on my property
Your filename has Gay in it.
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>>321696
You have gay in you
The seasonal depression hits me like a bitch every year.
>>321691
Are you the guy from 2 years ago who was talking about how he supposedly gets really pissy near his birthday? If so, has anything come out of that yet?
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>>321689 (OP) 
ever since i read this faggot-ass post
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>>321702
I think you have viewed and continue to view many faggot asses
>>321689 (OP) 
I felt depression before I even knew the word for it when I was not even in elementary school yet. Life is very boring and disappointing and also cruel. 
<yes, but it 'has to' be a long peroid
Coping mechanisms break up depressing periods. That's life. Your question should be 'what sort of things depress you and for how long' rather than insinuate that depression does not end. If you were really perpetually depressed you'd have zero coping mechanisms and would have already been either dead or too insane to post here in the first place.

What you really are asking deep down if genuine is "when did you turn into an edgy schizoid? In my  case near the start of HS. Naturally fedaora memery will negate us being genuine about this though even though it is honest. 
>>321691
>literally whomst
>>321700
>seasonal depresson meme
>used to think it's vit d
>now also summer/spring and called seasonal affective disorder (sad)
They should change it's name to seasonal jet lag. So much bullshit in this world.
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>>321705
Jet lag nothing. It's fucking cold and dark in the winter. Your body's telling you to stay inside and conserve your energy. You're not really supposed to be doing stuff around this time of year. But the demands of society drag you out of bed anyway. So they have to give you pills that trick your body into thinking that it's summer. Pills pills pills. Jewish quacks sure love giving you pills.
But no, the public education to wageslave pipeline is not designed to physically torture you. Bootstraps, zoomie.
Schizo rant over.
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My whole life i had it, felt down all the time.
Later on i developed latent manic depression, it is very exhausting, mood swings and mental states go from on to the other on a regular basis.
Cannabis helps me a lot and dragged me out of this rut, it helps me relax and distance myself from the problems allowing me to analyze without being hampered by emotional states.
I used alcohol before that, but it made things worse, both psychological and physical, i like drinking but i cant do it anymore, it makes me sick false.
Things have been worse, but im not in a good way either, i can cope with it now, but i came to terms with the fact that it will never go away and i will have to cope with it for the rest of my life too.
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>>321700
>Are you the guy from 2 years ago who was talking about how he supposedly gets really pissy near his birthday?
No. The guy is over 40, so he probably doesn't appreciate getting older. He was already pushing 30 by the time he started looking for girls to fuck in his stream chats while desperately trying to bury his 4chan past to not scare away his new Tumblr viewerbase.
The allegations of him being a rapist are probably false, but his sexual proclivities are well known, especially after he had his Skype account hacked and the logs thereof leaked.
>If so, has anything come out of that yet?
I haven't bothered keeping tabs on him for years, and I don't really care to, unless he finally sticks his dick in something that bites back.
Something about him going to a Nintendo theme park and feeling out of place because of his age? I don't know.
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>I hurt myself today
>To see if i still feel
>I focus on the pain
>The only thing that's real
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>>321727
>i push my fingers into my EEEEEEEEEEEEEYEEEEEEEEEEEES
>ITS THE ONLY THING
>THAT SLOWLY STOPS THE PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN
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>>321728
>All around me are familiar faces
>Warn out places
>Warn out faceeees
>Bright and early for the daily races
>Going Nowhere, Going Nowhere
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>>321730
>Suicide is painless
>it brings on
>many changes
>and i can take or leave it
>as i pleeeeeeeeeeeease
A fucking 14-year old wrote this? Holy shit.
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>>321732
The kid was probably depressed like the actor for charlie brown who committed suicide a few years back 
>Hello darkness my old friend
>I've come to talk with you again
>Because a vision softly creeping
>Left its seeds while I was sleeping
>And the vision that was planted in my brain
>Still remains
>Within the sound of silence
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>>321717
vinny from vincel
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>>321738
Funny to see him get angry at that one Kotaku article that called him "Vinnie".
>>321733
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WEQnzs8wl6E
Dark places inspire lyrics like that, i guess. They weren't a whole lot older when they wrote this.
>>321717
>Nerd gets popular on the internet
>Instantly turns into a sex pest
A tale as old as, well, the internet.
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>>321716
You know what really grinds my gears?
Previous gen adults bitch about how addicted to videogames their children are. 
Who gave us videogames since we were 5 years old? Who addicted us? You did! (them, not you, anon)
If you didn't want me playing videogames, why did you give me videogames? Because you didn't want to play with me, didn't want to be with me, didn't want children.
Many of our parents liked the idea of children but couldn't handle the reality of children so they addicted us to videogames to get us out of their hair so they could drink or play on their iPads or eat out every day.
The only times we were yanked out of our tombs was to parade us around relatives to showcase how they had children. Then they had the balls to mock us for the addiction they enabled.

Videogames are just drugs you feed your children to make them disappear and the more you recognize this, the more outraged at the previous gen you will get. They did this to us and then mocked us. It's like getting a 5 year old blackout drunk on purpose and then mocking you for being addicted.
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>>321771
It's kind of like Plato's cave, but they put us in the cave and then bitched that some never wanted out.
I know it's played out to say so but the Boomers and their consequences offspring have been a disaster for the human race. Actually, we might just save it
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>>321709
Not everyone gets the "depression" during the winter/fall. Some get it during the summer/spring. 
>>321782
>save it
>post boomer gens
>gen x, y, and then z
They expected the world to end or they'd not have went straight to the end of the alphabet. They had 'free love', the boomers, and that meant sex outside of marriage. They let gays have sex, that meant god would le sodom and gaymorra everyone into pillars of salt or whatever (they think it was nukes, talk to boomers and they'll say aliens are angels and shit). Instead there is no god and they have a shocked pikachu face as they have to start the alphabet over again and so now the next gen is alpha, first letter. Nukes themselves might not even be real and were possibly to jus try to stop the warring. Turns out people being forced to hang around and cooperate with people they wanted to kill doesn't work out. Peace was not an option and no the world won't end if you become a "degenerate" like the pagans were as they 'got away with it' for thousands of years for a reason. My point being that there is nothing to save. They already saved the world and it was a mistake. Both sides were bad, what with how there was a duality. The peace craving degen and the one that thought god was being essentially politically motivated to 'come back'. Political accelerationism was bad, so was asking for total world peace. The christians made Left Behind just to show how they really felt, that world peace meant the antichrist was in office. When the rona happened they probably thought that the children were all going to die and that that'd be them being 'called up'. They probably still are hoping for this and with how children have different immune systems than adults they might be trying to get out a virus that can do taht, kill only innocent children, so that we can have world peace so that Satan could have won the Earth so god will le get mad. The ancient mind game is such a pain in the ass, that if you have peace you must then be ready to go to war with 'the armies 
 of darkness' that created such peaceful times. In Indiana Jones they say 'the armies of darkness shall march over the Earth' or some such if Hitler won for example. You can go on and on about it, how mentally ill society was set up to be. Gays did not need to be acknowledged, peace did not need to be the goal nor did war need to be, and rather than make  new laws every single year we could have strived for stability and segregation rather than the opposite. It's not even about race, a nerd and a jock can't help each other out working next to one another. Women and men didn't need to work next to one another either, etc, it's about compatible personality traits. Technological progress was fine but new laws were not. If you see, if anyone were okay with a new society that evolves into something better than the previous one they'd not preach togetherness nor christianity, not wokeness nor tradition, but they would in fact spit onthe flag and burn up lawbooks and come up with something differtent to actually 'save' people, not to save society but it destroy it to make a better one. That's not having a legacy though so of course those christian lizards in charge said x, y, and z, with a bunch of faggots, a minority, thinking it'd be okay.
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>>321689 (OP) 
~25 years now, ever since my weakness and social ineptitude became apparent to my peers.
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>>321786
>25 years and my life is still
>trying to get up that great big hill of hope
>for a destination
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>>321792
Nah, I just wait to be free. I figured early all I have to do is to wait a little and it will be over before I know it. Kidneys are failing already, so it should be rather soon by now.
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>>321785
>Some get it during the summer/spring. 
Sounds like severe heat exhaustion/dog days of summer to me. If it happens in cold climates then I guess I'll concede.
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>>321793
>not meme'ing with me
Yeah mean, you'll just 'pass over' and it won't take years of arthritis and shit first. The kidneys start failing at a rate of 1 percent per year by age 40 on average. If you've got symptoms it merely means you're half dead, enjoy waiting another 25 years. Or, you know, get some friends to pull you up that metaphorical slide. My kidneys have been le faililng since I was in my 20s and I'm 37. I was told I had kidney disease by like 25ish and even after finally getting randomly cloudy urine it is taking years and what you'll get is literally extremely painful arthritis for years and years. Anyway, don't assume you'll die fast. I thought maybe I'd die in 2 years of hardcore boozing and mixing it with stuff but in fact the data is usually 12 years and somehow dying at 60 rather than in your ebin 40s. I'll probably die in my late 40s but it's still going to take forever due to the increasing pain that may lead to my stopping the boozing of which is what will drive the date up to the 60s like it does with most people.  You'll live, perhaps on dialysis and in a wheelchair , but you'll live. If you don't even have the gall to strive for suicide you WILL live. At the very least I always claim I'll an hero when backed into a corner, and I may yet once I can't drink anymore. Then again they might finallys lam opioids into my mouth at that point and I'll STILL not die. That's how shitty normalfaggots are with their society we live in. We shall enjoy being harpooned by the doctors. That is what draining liver fluid and also dialysis is like, harpoonery for mommy's special little whale as he wails. Wait a little he says. Meme with me next time, faggot.  
>>321794
Pollen is bad and so are people, but it was never the vit d never the people, never the pollen these are excuses as it was literally just jet lag seeing as to how people get it on both sides  of that coin. Cold makes you burn more energy so being exhausted due to heat is fake and gay. I feel better in the cold due less people, less pollen, less blinding light, shorter days (I sleep a lot), etc, and I go to sleep when satisfied (by boozing).
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>>321795
I'm approaching 40 myself and consider 10 years a good schedule to be free from consciousness forever. You really don't even have to do anything, just kill the time and one day it will respond in kind. Pain can also be quite interesting thing to introspect, once you focus on it, you can understand it and drown in the experience, it get's very tiring after a while and consciousness just fades away, even if only for a time.
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>>321795
You ever want to do something in the summer, but decide to just stay in with the air conditioner all day? Now imagine that it's like that all year but it gets even worse in the summer. That's the supposed summer seasonal depression.
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>>321785
Good fucking post, Anon. The boomer deathcultism has to be the pinnacle of entitlement. It's the dumbest shit.
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>>321769
If you can call someone doing stuff on public access TV in his early career a "nerd".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KX_sTOoDeTo
Look at all of the cunts drooling over him in the comments. Hell, they even got the woman to say that it "turned her on".
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>>321771
Totally agree with you there, what is worse is the sugar and crap they fed us then took us to the doctors and now blame us being addicted to drugs because we suffer health issues like hyperactivity and manic depression that leads to heart problems, obesity, cancer and co.
The reason people want to play videogames and take drugs is because the previous generation worked to create this intolerable boring bullshit hell that is only bearable when doped up to the point of near death, sold us out for cheap retirement and now make up excuses to defend themselfs and call us lazy and stupid for not being the same disfunctional pieces of traitor turds like them.
Look at modern day young parents nowdays, they are not parents, just useless breeders exactly like the elites say they are, there is no way to look past this, the elites really ridicule and spite people, but if you take an honest sober look its all true.
>>321782
They are the worst people who ever lived in my view and i highly doubt we can fix their mistake unless most of the human race gets culled and the mistakes get fixed at genetic level.
Even if that was possible, i dont think people care and especially not deserve it, they dragged us to the edge of the pit and tried to drop us in, now will be our time to kick them in and let them know the consequences of their actions.
The human species is finished entirely in my view, look at kids nowdays they are fucked in every way, biochemically, neurologically and mentally, they are too deep entrenched in social media, shitty modern day videogames, sweets and snacks that kill faster than the spiked drugs sold by the kartel on the street and and gayed up jewtube videos.
Hell some time ago i saw a teenage couple "listening" to some sort of strange high pitched squeeking "music", the did not even play one song just kept switching around all the time, i had a fucked up childhood and my generation was and is fucked too, but the shit you see is beyond rationalization.
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>>321827
>image
That has been my daily life for over a decade.
>>321800
As a Floridian I don't have to imagine it. In normal climates you are to save up for the winter and then enjoy yourself with harvests and celibrations and such. People being forced to work means it's jet lag from the sky slightly changing and with things like daylight savings to go with it throwing people's delicate feelings off. As it is I have to work and there is never a harvest season to relax in. No good culture comes from a place wheree it does not snow. 
>>321796
When you're in too much pain to sleep I'm sure you'll be enjoying all that drowning, though the real pain is being forced to work whkle in pain, of which, do you work? 
>>321815
Yeah, they set it up to not be saved. The House of Representatives should be 11 thousand people in the USA for example, Nato nor the UN should exist and even if it did the land of the incarcerated negroes should not be at the helm. They never attempted to do nice things and fuck things up due to jealousy of youth on a regular basis. People go back to church when they get old after all and the elderly are in charge. Every time I think about George Washintton making a liquor tax I do wonder, if Jesus loved his hard drinks was it really that George's stomach got bad and he wanted to spread misery?
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>>321689 (OP) 
same vibes
>>321689 (OP) 
I'm pretty sure I'm a psychopath lit or autistic, so I can't get depressed.
>>321859
When you are actually drowning in pain, your perception is overloading, in such state it is difficult to remain conscious more than for an hour. I'm employed currently, but I have sufficient savings to last me 5-10 years even without returns on investments and adjusting spending habits. Up to 20 if I cut unnecessary things like server collocations/hardware rotation for instances I don't really need. And probably indefinitely if I choose to invest in securities, especially considering I'm not planning to seek expensive medical services. So once I'll be in the state of being unable to work due to constant pain, I'll just retire.
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>>321868
We are drowning in pleasure and abundance, it is a different kind of pain we didn't evolve to cope with
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>>321869
It is true, I always longed for some real adversity, which could also speed up my release with sufficient injuries. I hoped Russian involvement with Ukraine would fuck local economy up enough to produce some knife-wielding hobos in dark alleyways, so decided to stay, but apparently miscalculated, it's a feature of western countries now and local economy is booming instead while I can't provoke even drunkards. At least I still got some physical pain to get drunk on myself and low prices on all essential things.
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