>>316156 (OP)
>I'm seriously considering getting on pre-exposure prophylaxis and having sex with dudes.
NO
DO NOT FUCKING DO THIS
Excerpt from The Arcane Teaching, by William Walker Atkinson, pages 135-137:
On a sub‑plane of a different class from that just mentioned, are found the manifestations of what has been called the “scrap pile of the Astral,” and, indeed, that term of the workshop very aptly expresses it. On this sub‑plane are to be found the discarded Astral materials of the Astral Bodies which have been “sloughed off ” by entities which have discarded them as they have moved up higher. Also, the disintegrating Astral bodies of entities which have failed to survive and whose souls have been resolved into their original elements and become merged into the general principle of Consciousness, as described in a previous lesson. Remember, please, that these remnants of the Astral bodies so discarded and disintegrating, are not in any way related to the souls which formerly inhabited them. They are mere shells, without soul or mind, and yet preserving a slight degree of vitality, or “Vril.” They are astral corpses, just as much a corpse as is the discarded physical body. But, just as the physical corpse may be aroused into apparent life activity by a strong galvanic current, and will roll its eyes, move its limbs, and even utter groans—so may these astral corpses be “galvanized” by the “Vril” of a medium (unconsciously by the latter), if the conditions be favorable, and may be materialized so as to appear as a shadowy form, acting, moving and even speaking, the only mind in it, however, being supplied by that of the medium or the persons present at the seance. These astral corpses also become visible under certain conditions, often around graveyards, battle‑fields, etc., and are thought to be ghosts, or “spirits” of those who formerly inhabited them. They are, however, generally but the grossest astral covering of the Astral body—its “shell” so to speak, and are no more to be regarded as the deceased person himself than is the physical body lying in the grave—both are discarded coverings, or “corpses.”A psychic who, by means of untrained or misdirected psychic development, happens to wander on to this plane of the Astral, experiences a most unpleasant sight. It is not pleasant to roam in this charnel house of the Astral—this tomb of the Earth. An old Egyptian sage thus recorded his impressions of it: “What manner of place is this I see. It hath no water. It hath no air. It hath no light. It hath no foundation. It is unfathomably deep. It is as black as the blackest night.” A modern investigator has said of this region—this Golgotha of the Astral: “Most students find the investigation of this section an extremely unpleasant task, for there appears to be a sense of density and gross materiality about it which is indescribably loathsome to the liberated Astral Body, causing the sense of pushing its way through some black viscous fluid, while the inhabitants and influences encountered there are unusually undesirable.”“And are there inhabitants of such a place?” one naturally asks. Alas, yes! There are denizens of this loathsome place—inhabitants of this horrible abode. Entities, however, not placed there for punishment, for no Being would entail such a fate upon the meanest and most depraved—or invent such a Hell. They are there because of their own abnormal desires and tendencies, which unfit them for the planes of even the lowest of disembodied human entities, and which also render them unfit for association with the disembodied astral forms of the beasts, which latter persist for a short time after physical death. “Then, what manner of creatures must these be?” you ask. “Fit for neither man nor beasts. Were they human?” And, one is forced to answer, “Yes!” Subject to the laws of humankind they are not allowed the privilege of rapid annihilation bestowed upon the beasts—they must live out their peculiar life to the end. They are the pariahs, the ghoul‑like scum of the human race, who have removed themselves from the race fate and have entailed upon themselves a fate of their own. Their fate is a Living Death—a conscious life in a corpse‑like body, among corpses of the Astral. These creatures are the disembodied entities of those who degenerated along abnormal sex lines—who attempted to reverse the Cosmic Law of Sex Polarity, and thus brought upon themselves the Recoil of the Life Forces. They were the lowest of the human Satyrs. Nature finally casts over them the spell of a deep sleep, from which they never awaken, and from which they pass into disintegration and annihilation. They polluted the Sacred Altar. They stole the Divine Fire for devilish rites. They committed the Unpardonable Sin. They removed themselves from the trend of Cosmic Evolution. Their own Desire was their Fate. We wish it were possible to speak plainer—but the time has not yet come.
TL;DR: IF YOU HAVE GAY SEX, YOU GO TO HELL. IT'S THE ONLY SUREFIRE WAY TO ACTUALLY GO TO HELL
YOU CAN LITERALLY BE A PEDOPHILE AND NOT SUFFER THIS FATE, SO LONG AS YOU KEEP IT STRAIGHT
>I've never had sex and I'm not getting any younger.
THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU SHOULD JUST HAVE SEX WITH DUDES YOU FUCKING RETARD
You're not "winning", in any sense, and you're not owning the people who are calling you an incel; recall the Enkidu Gambit. Hell, you probably just end up in an in-between state like https://jisho.org/search/%E7%B4%A0%E4%BA%BA%E7%AB%A5%E8%B2%9E , except with gay sex. "Gaycel".
>As long as I stick to using PrEP and using condoms I'm positive that I can stay safe from stds and HIV transmission will be so low that it mise well be a 0% chance at that point.
That doesn't fucking save you from the fact that you'll become a faggot.
>All I've got are my experiences and if I can't find a woman to be with me and have kids with me, at the very least I can have a fun life.
Being gay isn't fun. Having a prolapsed ass isn't fun. Becoming constantly constipated and incontinent isn't fun. Getting rectal cancer isn't fun.
And if you're sure that you're not going to be a bottom, getting shit on and IN your dick isn't fun. Contracting intestinal parasites isn't fun. (this is extremely common among men who have sex with men)
>Most women are stuck up prudes on the inside and they really piss me off
THIS ISN'T YOUR FAULT. This is the fault of the powers-that-be.
YOU ARE BEING BRAINWASHED. DO NOT LET THEM INFLUENCE YOU ANY FURTHER.