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[Hide] (232.1KB, 884x800) I have had acid reflux, chronic kidney disease, lymphoma, shingles, and probably a circadian rhythm disorder and probably IBS, and all of my male paternal ancestors including my father and grandfather have died of heart attacks. What's more, the treatments for these conditions themselves have come with severe complications, including agonizing pain and frequent infections, and even neurological complications culminating in a vegetative state for a few days. And all of this by the age of 25. And I call all of it a blessing, for the foolish godlessness of this generation is caused in part because men have forgotten death, and grown complacent, and supposed that the arrows of God's wrath no longer find their targets, but the shadow of death has hanged over my head since I was a young child which, I think, has enabled me to think more about eternity than others my age. But I do not suppose my life is wasted or worse than theirs, because my only comfort in life and in death is that I am not my own, but belong, body and soul, in life and in death to my faithful Savior, Jesus Christ.